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Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
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1:09 am
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i am unhappy. no, miserable. no reason. i dont even kno why i'm writing this at all. i'm missing something. boyfriend..check; friends..check; grades..check; well nothing is right and i just want to go home so badly for more than 24 hrs at a time and more than once every three months. i only got 4 fucking days for christmas. and when i wasnt home over the holidays i was living out of a suitcase and sleeping on a couch. fuck dance. i'm dropping out. maybe instead of getting my doctorate i'll just marry a doctor. i dont even kno what i'm saying..i'm not upset with school. i'm just unhappy thats all. just plain unhappy.
current music: silence
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| Friday, September 30th, 2005
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1:06 am
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| Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
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8:35 pm
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| Friday, August 26th, 2005
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1:13 am
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wellll its my first night in my dorm, yayyyy! lol. feels good to be settled in and not living out of a suitcase...this is my home for the next whole lot of months. o man i cant wait. the weeks been amazing but the choreographer comes tomorrow ugh. i just hope i dont suck lol. i miss everyone so much...please call whenever you can! love you all and good luck to those of you that'll be moving in these next few days!!
much love,
danielley
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| Sunday, August 14th, 2005
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3:20 am - white houses
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Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day
Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon
It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last
It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses
My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake
Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, put my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses
And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses
...the song still makes me cry
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| Monday, August 8th, 2005
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11:00 am
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well i'm here in delaware for the longest week of my life lol. last night was the freshmen initiation party and let me tell you it was completely insane. besides the girls on the dance team i knew no one there lol, all i kno is that apparently the basketball team was there and then i million other random guys. o well, heres to college! on the oher hand, i missed toms. i honestly couldnt be more upset about that. i feel like i miss absolutey everything lately. its wierd, i've had such an amazing sumer, but i still feel like i missed so much. i guess you cant have everything. well i'm going to make it a point to make the most of my one week home before school. wow, i really dont wanna leave...
but holy shit was that party fun last night. i'm so split. ugh
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| Sunday, July 10th, 2005
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10:34 am
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well things just keep gettin crazier! this summer has just begun and i can already tell its gonna be insane. for starters, lclg kicks ass. its pretty much the best job ever. i cant wait for more lifeguard parties. and secondly, this war is on...i kno i've been mia for the last atack but i'll be there for the retalliation. you guys are done like dinner. bwahahaha. ok done with the creepy laugh.
cyz lata!
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| Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
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9:21 pm
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prom, prom night, and jones beach were amazing...i love all you guys, and i love being 18
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| Sunday, June 19th, 2005
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12:15 am
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| Thursday, June 16th, 2005
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12:50 am
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sometimes life hits you at a funny angle...
things feel funny. i dont kno how to explain it exactly, just funny.
maybe all i need is a nice drunken summer, yea that sounds nice
:/
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